Two days, 4 different rooms and 6 different nurses later we finally have a room to call home for the next little while! Beds are in high demand here at Mac, (even when you are referred by your doctor.) It's 9pm and we are finally settled into our room. Don't worry Emily & Kathleen, I am happy to say we have a t.v. and a window view of the emergancy/main entrance in our room, haha. But really none of this matters to me, I just really wanted to be admitted to a proper room so we can get on with meeting our new team of doctors, which at this point that won't be happening till tomorrow. Adam & our new t.v. junkie Logan are infront of the tube while I sit here and catch you all up on the latest.
We are no longer admitted into 3B, but rather 3C, which to be honest we were a little disappointed about. We were hoping to be in the same ward as last time because it literally became our home away from home. We knew where everything was, we created friendships with the nurses and felt comfortable there. We feel like we are starting all over again tonight. We're not off to a good start either as our night nurse is not very easy going. One of us has to stay with Logan, while the other goes to the Ronald McDonald House and Logan is NOT allowed to sleep on his tummy (even though he has since birth). Our nurse just doesn't feel comfortable with him sleeping on his tummy. Sigh, this is going to be a long night since Logan screams the whole night when he's on his back. We never had these issues last time, so this came as quite a shock to me. On top of being tired, I am also emotional, so if you know me well enough you can just imagine how that sinerio went. Long story short - I did not take this very well. So Adam being the amazing hubby that he is told me to go get some proper sleep at the RMDH tonight and he will stay here with Logan. Gotta love him!
So today was a bit of a set back and not as great as I would have hoped, but perhaps maybe tomorrow will be much better - one can only hope! At least in the meantime with everything taking so much time we are here being monitored, so when Logan pulls his feeding tube out again (and he will!), we are already here & will have help right away with inserting a new one. On a positive note one of the nurses from 3B where we originally stayed came and told us to come hang out in their lounge for a bit so they could all see Logan again. They of coarse we're thrilled to see him as he managed to worm his way into their hearts too. As Kathleen has said before, he tends to have that affect on people!
Praying that we get a good night sleep tonight, that tomorrow will be better, and we will start to feel more & more at home here as we make this place our "home" again for the next little while. Also praying that we will finally be meeting with the GI team to hear their game plan of where we go from here. Most importantly I pray that the Lord will lift this feeling of anxiety and fears off of me, that I will put my trust in Him and not worry about tomorrow.
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own"....; "When I am afraid, I put my trust in you. In God, whose word I praise - in God I trust and am not afraid." Matt 6:34, Psalm 56:3-4a.
That's it for tonight, I will update you hopefully with more information on what we are doing for Logan in the next day or two. Right now I have to go help Adam - Logan has pulled his ng tube out once again (not really surprised - didn't I say he would do it again?) Sigh. Time for a g-tube? I think so!
Night all :)
Here I am commenting again :) I'm sad that you had a bad nurse in 3C, I wish you could've had the ones we had, I felt the same way about 3C as you did about 3B!! I hope that you will start to feel comfortable there and that Logan will get to sleep on his tummy tomorrow night! lots of prayers going up for your sweetheart and all of you! We keep praying for some results.
ReplyDeletethinking of you :) Your strength in the Lord is such an encouragment to me to look to the scriptures for guidance every day. Hope some good news comes your way in the upcoming days <3.
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